My studio is off limits to visitors – usually. Recently one of my very pushy artist friends
came in and brought a few other artists with her. I was horrified. However after they left I had an aha moment.
I need that clutter and this woman may be the reason why ---
Grandma Foster, my mother’s mother, was a widow who lived in the back of her knit
shop. Well, it was more like a general
store. Needlework was her primary
business but in addition she sold school supplies, Hallmark cards, gift wrap
and Berkshire nylon stockings. There was
also a lending library in one corner of the shop.
There was a sign above the counter in the front of the
store. I remember two lines, the first
-- “Maybe Helen has it.” And the last -- “you wonder how she found it.” In the back of the shop there were three rooms and a
bathroom. One room was her living room,
bedroom and office. Her couch was her
bed and when I visited I slept on a cot.
When my bed was set up there was just a path to get through to the
kitchen. Off the kitchen was a small bathroom and a storage room. Extra merchandise was stored there but the
overflow was everywhere else in her living quarters. Clutter – everywhere.
I stayed with her often. Looking back on it now I realize
why – I was comfortable there -- and loved.
She accepted that I was a tomboy, smarter than some thought and an
artist. She encouraged my art while others tried to steer me away from it.
Guess I’ll stop trying for a neat as a pin in my studio –
it’s just not going to happen and I probably wouldn’t be able to work in there
anyway. As long as the rest of the house
is neat I can still shut the door. And maybe I should get a lock.
I did that sketch of her several years ago. Since I've recently been doing family drawings in my grunge sketchbooks I think it's time to do Grandma.